I feel like I’ve let so many people go. I let so many down.
I feel like people hate me.
I’ve typed these so many times and just erased it all because whats the point.
I’ve been off my xanax for 3 weeks now and refuse to see my therapist.
I’m trying so hard not to relapse… I just don’t want to feel anymore…
It’s like all the weight I’ve been holding on shoulders has become too much to hold and I just want to give up.